Your name is blue which means you ARE a memeber. There's a few bots on here but only one is being updated regularly. I can't speak of that bot here becuase this is a public part of the fourms so I'm going to be sending you the name of the bot in your message box.
Edit: Sent. Please check your private message box. Thank you!
Jump in and try to help! Jump in and come up with a cool idea! Jump in and test a beta! Who knows, you just might find your self with some private frearues.